Rear View Mirroring

Rear View Mirroring


The longer I live

as I hang around
this scattered existence

the more
I playback

reminisce

scratch my head
about things I said

or didn't say

actions
reactions

why I did what I did

why I chose to go

where I ended up

Choices made

the games we played

perceptions levied

I tell myself

in my know it all way

not to fret
about what others say

but much to my dismay

I do crave adulation

and worst of all

I agonize about
the man I am today

A fruitless exercise

trying to replay

recast

and regurgitate ourselves