So This Is Low Self Esteem

... one hundred pounds later
I have become the fat fuck
I never thought I would be

Obesity sort of snuck up on me

Denial will do that to you
but the mirror eventually
shatters our best self deceptions

Tough break for my enlarged heart
now struggling to propel blood through
gooey blubbery clogged arteries

At least this battle of the bulge

is destined to be short lived

Then the arduous task

of waste removal

falls to my pallbearers

Hopefully they will be in better shape
than the heavy load 

they are charged with hauling was