in a FUCKED UP society
where our she's
alone at night
or in the day for that matter
without looking over their shoulders
for some monstrous creep
who feels entitled
to grab them by their pussy's
or other bodily parts
just because they can..
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Far too many times
I've been victimized
by the harsh process of elimination..
My defense mechanism
is to go inner numb..
Wear the cloak of apathy
spiked with sarcasm..
This liberating indifference
shields me from shame
and the accompanying
feelings of life inadequacy
Once you have gone past
the point of no return
you may as well speed up...
Lose all forward resistance
reservations
cause commitment
demands personal acceleration
and lack of reservation
about the fast approaching
walls of consequence
What's wrong with me?
A multiple choice question definitely..
One of those desperate
self indulgent queries
that defects like me
always seem to ask..
Maybe we're just deep sea fishing
for some sort of life validation
that behind this smoke screen
we're really OK..
So the next time
I post this inquiry
please feel free to lie..
The life you save may very well be mine
I really despise
self indulgent girls and guys..
Could do without all that vanity
and selfish preening proclivities..
And yet..
My admiration for their audacity
for always doing their own thing
against the hurricane head winds
of stifling conformity
that keeps we cowards in line
is the ultimate conflict
of mixed feelings
I've never come to grips with..
Unless..
I can find the inner courage
to move past my judgmental
action inhibiting inclinations
and adopt the philosophy
of grudging admiration